TERKEJUT BERUK

hehehe that title means shocked like QWWERT!@$#$
hahahhaahha :P
they blog about us debaters :')
ehh im just a form 2. i malu lagi :P
gahhahahahahahahha...... eeeeekkkkk

i've never been in MGS blog b4 coz im not famous like u. but then today i went there and i was like :O :O :O :O
call me a JAKUN GIRL, yadayada at least i did something good. but u guys are nice ppl *my blog readers* so i guess u guys wont call me jakun rite?

but if u guys still wanna bitch about this then here's my advice,

LOOK AT ME>>>>

DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE?DO I LOOK UNHAPPY?

answer: 

NOPE :)

can or cannot???

ok. 5 can and 5 cant (cannot)

5 things i can do and 5 things i cant 

gosh i love writing bout me :P

-cannot-

1. i cannot, see animal cruelty or abuse videos. i've never seen an animal abuse video completely in my life b4. I cant imagine it happen infront of me. i'll seriously beta the crap out of anyone that does it. they are helpless lil animal. what if i abuse ur mum u inhuman human! 
2. i cannot eat pork :P
3. i cannot say that i hate food :S coz food are awesome but i try my best to avoid em :(
4. i cannot do eye contact with people i like :S 
5. i cannot express my feelings, but im trying to do so nowdays :P

-can-

1. i can talk about ANYTHING.
2. i can put my feelings into words :D
3. i can be very emotional on certain stuffs :P
4. i can like someone so badly today and hate them endlessly tomorrow. *watch-out* :P
5. i can be very insecure when im left all alone.

*end*

its not ok

you can never loose.
u can never understand me.
day by day and we are distancing even more.
UGH. im so pissed at u.
dont u want me to be happy?
and how am i suppose to read ur mind.
EFFFFFFFFFF

*insert a smile here*

well, well, we won the 2nd place........
hurm, there are some pros and cons oever there,
but overall, i think its a good start for many more years of winning :D

and so here i am today after getting permissions to skip class for 4 days.
homeworks will soon be done in my sleep.
mum is talking shit.

can i not go school tomorrow?

pleaseeeeeeee???

and i dont understand u mam,

 me? that? PFTTTT 

*_____*

why is she even questioning this?

if u ppl can keep on talking about ur dad when i dont have a proper ones 

why not i talk about things i like?

is it that not im not allowed to talk about something that i actually have?

u ppl talk about ur phones, lappy, albums, tics to concerts, ur happy family

and i cant talk about something that im passionate of?
and if she can update status fancy-ing a guy she barely knows aka celebs 24/7,,
why cant i fancy a guy that i know?

gosh! evrything i do is wrong!

is it that i must ask for the rules to update my stats from u now?

plus its not that i stated things like names and our relationship status there.
or even a hint of him.
U DONT KNOW!U DONT KNOW!

i was either based on lyrics, poetry or quotes that I FOUND and i post it
coz it suits my mood.
blame me for being a girl with feelings and hormones please??
if it annoys u so much, u can always hide my status's
or u can just ignore it!

**

p/s (still doing it)-i hope what she says about that is true. because if its true then i am the happiest girl in the world♥ 

bye♥

UGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

look. 

look at the pic,  how many tabs are up there

and how many windows are open?

if one tab the essay is THAT long,

10 fking tabs? 

sooooo tired.

well hoping that my 3 main speakers will perform like they perform 

during practice! HAHAHAHA!

i mean like during our practice, they r unstoppable.

but they are freaking out like i am too. D: 

bye world.*not literally*  

so glad imma miss maths lessons for the whole week :D

GAWD MY EYES ARE HEAVY!

bye gotta continue reading :(

telling u telling them my life story of the day :)

hye. im sleepy now. but i cant sleep
im doing research for debate. its this thursday :X
even im not gonna be speaking im nervous   XD
im not a speaker. im an assistant. LOTSA READING NEEDED :S

lotsa writing,

lotsa rejecting,

lotsa ink 

lotsa papers thrown

lotsa complication

lotsa unanswered questions

lotsa rules

lotsa mind torturing.

and lots more.

HOW DO YOU DEBATE A WELL BALANCED TOPIC?

ugh about euthanasia

yeap. i felt like a doctor.

no, seriously. like a doctor in a meeting. 

using proper grammar, proper manner, real facts, no sarcasm, straight face. 

wow huh?

and and 

the Military and economic based country topics are squeezing my brain

like OMG. lacking of ideas.

The Agricultural and industrialization is puzzling as well 

BRRrrr i hope siti, yikchi and karysma will do their best.

goodluck and donttakemyeffortsforgranted :P

hope they win. i mean WE win :D

hey, when u people win, include me name in thankyou speech!

***

UGH EFF. i got a B for maths

evryone gets A :(

***

FATIN! HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

macam mana la kamu ni? pelik betul la.

***

aih brain tired alr. bye ^.~

P to the E to the N to the A to the N to the G

PENANG.
it was nice but then kinda a bummer when my mum lost her purse,and her phones. which she dunno drop where already. however, her IC is safe coz ic's credit cards, work passes are in her another purse. still, we continue our trip :)
 so, here's some pics of me cam-whoring with my fedora hat that i bought there :D

love the hat love the shades.

i mean like hats and shades are reasonable to be worn here

coz its sunny.

but then, at the ebachside its sunny AND windy at the same time.

i kinda like the idea of sunny but windy :)

NOW,

HERE ARE A FEW OF RANDOM PICTURES FROM PENANG 

teehe , bye :)

Its about time.

right now, i dont feel like i could hold on for any longer.

and when i cry, its not coz im a baby

its coz i've been to strong for too long.

this is probably a small thing as im still so young.

but it affects me in a way i never would imagine.

this is not something i've planned.
I...
i dont know.
and stop giving me false hopes people
eventough u guys just wanna make me feel better.
I dont know, there's too many problems to cry for till
im confused which is which.
.lost.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OMG,

my head feels heavy,

my nose are runny,

my throat is sore

my body feels hot

headache is making its wayy,,

ugghhh

COULD THIS BE?

IM HAVIN,,,

FEVER?

NOOOOO!!!

not on the holidays. WHY CANT FEVER WAIT TILL SCHOOL OPENS???

im planning to go JJ with ma friends this wednesday!!

chances are very slim now,

but i miss my buddy

ARRRRRRRRR

GUESS I'll BE MISSING ALL THE FUN HUH? :(

:(

is this how the world ends?

heard the news? and if u r a tumblr bugs u would've known soo much better.
people in tumblr all unite and make post about the disaster. pray and all.
well in Fb people are whining about their internet being slow! EFF you ppl.
such an ignorant lil fuck.

and i remember someone says she dont wanna be in Malaysia,
Malaysia is not modern enough.
yadayadayada,
LOOK, NOW
JAPAN has been hit. Hawaii has been hit.
in EGypt there's a riot
INDONESIA, PHILIPPINE, UNITED STATE, TAIWAN,CHINA INDIA.
are predicted to be experiencing Tsunami or earthquakes.

THIS IS SCARING ME>

This is breaking my heart… please just look at this. This is someone’s world, their homeland, completely destroyed. Picture this for me, just for a minute, your home, school, local grocery store, best friends houses, doctors office, everything, being washed away by water. Or not knowing where your family is. Your friend or your brother. These people are experiencing such heartbreak right now it makes me physically sick to think about what they’re going through. Now it’s raging through other parts of the world as we speak. Empathize with these people. Everything they know is being destroyed and there’s more coming.

Put yourself in this situation. I hope you are compelled to pray, and help.

and it annoy me so much that u guys are complaining about ur slow internet connection? SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING !@#$%^~!# =-=

that picture up there, is form

May 12, 2008 earthquake in China, 

this terrified giant panda grabs the leg of a policeman.

isnt it a very sad thing?

IT IS ALL GOD's SIGN TOWARDS US....

i dont wanna believe about 2012

because my religion did not teache me such things

we believe there is judgement day

but the day is not fixed

If god wants to make the world ends now,

it will. 

the world will end.

i dont know when but i dont precisely say 2012

IT COULD HAPPEN WHENEVER LORD WANTS.

FRIDAYYYYYYY

hye :)
after this imma post about TSUNAMI
but imma start with FRIDAY DAY :)

b4 recess i was bored.

i just sing sing sing sing sing

sing sing and sing and more of that,

and people were just lookin at me like

im a daydreamer or like i perasan i ahve good voice.

=-= good voice only can sing ah? =-=

imma do my thing! :P

<

and after recess. EVRYONE's HYPED UP!

actually no XD

1st we all have a merajuk session beramai ramai 

hahahahahah!

1st: I merajuk with Fatin coz she dont layan me at 1st place

2nd: yinnie merajuk with fatin coz she shoo yinnie away

3rd: siti merajuk with fatin coz i forget why XD

and Fatin was like:

why evryone angry with me?

why?

why u people do this to me?

yadayadayadadyadayada 

and she was like, since evryone hate me,

i'll go

HHAHAHAHAAHHA

i was like GO LA :P

and she go and we laugh laugh laugh :P

and i force her come back to class.

yeah FORCE HER.

HAHAHAHHHAHA *i like the pic so much*

and then i tell them ghost story,

kak limah story.

hahaha many more la :)

TTYL <3

2010th post *this is my second ijustwantfabulousity blog*

tuition was somehow farny and somehow fun without HIM there.
GAWD. please come la.
our science teacher is a perv. ytd he talked about Vimalan's sperms and banana
our sejarah teacher is a genius. she remembers evrything. she's a chineese and she explains like a professor.
our bm teacher is offensive but he's kind
our english teacher is soooooo SOFT
our geo teacher is annoying but Ok la :)
our maths teacher is our sj teacher.

DONE ABOUt ME TUITION.

i needa talk italiano accent so bad now XD

STOP THE SHIZZ =-=

OMG. u stop the shit la =-=
dont u get the friking thing?
U HAVE NO ONE.
NO ONE ELSE.

and eff. u said u were better than me?

i felt like that was the biggest insults ever.

NO FUCKING WAY 

IM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO WHO YOU ARE.

ure so stupid that it makes me wanna cry.

i cry for stupid people like you.but ure just not worth the tears,

ure stupid in the form of ignorance.

not the study type stupid altough ure like in the last class? idk?

and of course to people who are hating her, 
we rule.

and to the most unrealistic-not-on-earth person

i've EVER known

u deserve all these pictures. kinda like representing my expressions and stuffs.

ughHH!

When I graduate, I will sneak into all my teachers' bedrooms and do this:

OHMYPERFECT!
most teachers just knows how to ruin a girls day.
an innocent girls day.
soon enough ruining her happiness and herself.

too many irritation and annoyance

-When people walk really fucking slow, and I’m stuck behind them & I’m like

-When annoying people speak up in class & I just want to say,

and do this,

When teachers lecture about the most boring thing ever and I just want to go

-When my teachers assign way too much homework and I’m all,

When I’m dreading going to a certain period and I just wanna

When I see someone I dislike & I’m all,

OHMYGOD I LAUGHED SO HARD DOING THIS POST XD

source: tumblr :P

todayyyyyy

i was full of pain at school the blood came running like tap water. UGH. YIKES>
but then after recess its like decreasing. THANK GOD!
yadayadayada. and school ends. I LOVE FWIDAY :3
EEEEEEEEEEEKKKK i saw a fucken grasshope
itsss SOOOO big D:
im super scared. D: heh

and then waited for the bus and inside the bus i was all sleepy like shit

but couldnt sleep coz its like im on a horse. =-=
back home and listen to Taylor Swift!

while

online :P

then my mum bring me go eat

and now i wanna rest and sleep :)

(aih all the time)

oh yeah really gtg mum just reminds me bout exam >:/

shit i hate thinkin of that gotta study . urgh exams made me so pissed off.

yer im seriously gonna go

fatin makes me feels bad coz she studied till like 2am

and she's like tonight i have to study  EVRYDAY

keep on saying study study study  and im like

shut up u smart ass =-=