seems like no one has been visiting my blog.

im lazy to blog nowdays because: 

1) im not at my own house, so i can't take my time to blog. i need AT LEAST 20 minutes to blog a proper post. that's the reason why u guys get the best from my blog XD LOL

2) it's the holls, nothing really fun, happy, dramatic, intresting happend coz? im not with my frieds. Just spending time with Familia, so, if i spend time with family i dont think its nice to blog coz u guys dont even know my relatives so it will be bored for yall. rite? i know. im right.

3) lots of u guys are going for vacations. Su guys aint reading. so why would i blog if no one's reading. ecspecially weng. she is the one who constantly remind me if i didnt blog for like 2 or 3 days. since no onbe asked me to blog, i dont think i need to blog.

4) im lazy. im even lazy to update my status in FB ... Holls is here and i found my lazybone people :)

Bruno Mars♥him being amazingjust the way he is♥

I Love Bruno Mars♥
i like him even before wengyue, kiew, farah, adillah like HIM. 

his songs were:

sweet♥

random♥

easy to understand♥

care-free♥

amazing♥

can melt people's heart♥

can make me smile even by saying his name :) ♥

everything that defines beautiful♥

romantic♥

im sayin, i dont give a damn, he's not hot like any other artist. Bruno Mars is different. u just need one song to fell in love for him ♥ And i can guarantee this is the first time a girl REALLY likes a singer for his songs at the first place and his voice. then only his face.


He is cute♥ in his own way somehow :3
he's not tall but he's is a gentlemen.

a guy every women wants♥

he's not the best looking, but he's the type of guy that evrytime he opens his mouth and speak, we sense the edgy-ness, the carefree-ness,awesomeness, and feel amazing♥ He is the type that is not EGO and make songs about going how he's in love, how's he's changing his live, how's he's heartbrokened, how he's bored, and just being random. well, random is Awesome♥

I present u, BRUNO MARS♥♥♥♥

oh the heavenly brown-eye♥

grenade♥

now, that is how i picture my dream husband giving me a suprise

by writing me a song and serenades me with it♥

Bruno Mars The Lazy Song Lyrics HD

the nost random silly song ever <3 awww i <3 random and cute-ish silly :)

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins [Lyrics on Screen] (October 2010) M'Fox

for osprey girls. listen to this :) its the compilation for all i have to say :)

i found my rainbow :)

let's walk on memory lane...

1st day of school: i remember i moaned when they pronounced my name and located me in 1 Osprey.

a day later, i was chosen as their monitor. I was kinda shocked, and happy :)

and from that moment i decide, instead of dwelling and moaning, i'll make more sweet memories :)

then we joined choir competition. That was the Highlight of my year. i think u know it. not coz we won. the spirit and the co-operation they gave. I was overwhelmed. Too overwhelmed actually.

even before that, i was VERY happy with 1 osprey already...

u know, i learn how to be patient,

creative,

responsible,

but one of the most obvious thing that changed is that, when i'm a monitor, i am not SELFISH anymore.

i will think of ALL the 39 of my girls in Osprey instead of just me.

to nyit leng, 
Darling :) i think we had sweet memories at the end of the day. and im already smiling thinking of you. This realtionship will not end no matter how far u get. okay? u r my bestfriend :) YES. you are :) And rite now i wanna run from my house and meet you coz i miss you.

to Cheh Juan,
dude, im so shocked that u are actually felt happy being in 1 osprey. and the fact that u actually felt sad leaving, makes me feel proud of you. My Job as A Monitor to bring all of the girls together Succeed :) 

To the gang that is going to Pitta.
Work hard honey's.if next year u work hard, u might get into Osprey in 2012 :) Gambateh :) wishing u guys ALL THE BEST. i'll miss u.

To the ones moving forward.
Hey, isn't it good to know that we are actually smart? ;) but, It's so hard for me. Of course. But if u face it with Positivity, u guys can get trough it. I'm the one chanelling Optimism for yall now :). Forgetting ur fellow girls in Osprey is a DONT. NEVER felt embarrassed that u are ex-osprey Girls. embraced it :)

to Loke Weng Yue,
You were the ones i worried most to leave. It's gonna be hard hunny. But I had faith in you. U always manage to get trough things. Though we are might not spend A-LOT of time together, U will always be in my heart, head, books,Fb, Blogger, Msn. EVRYWHERE :) i'll scribble ur name in my desk next year :) You and Nyit Leng :)
U guys were the best :) u guys laughed with me. To me those were my precious moments. i don't need any extra ordinary experience with guys. Just some funny conversation. That's all it requires to flash back the rest of our memories. It's like a short movie playin in my head. If it ever affect our relationship, i'll try my best to work it :) Take care of our little awesome legacy :) I MISS YOU SO MUCH even-tough the holls are just starting.

To the rest members of osprey who is staying.
OHMYGOSH. how lucky u guys were :) I'm so proud of yall. FOREVER AND ALWAYS. Those memories we made, will keep playing in my head flashing and flashing like a movie. U guys are amazin just the way you are. toodles XD 

Dear Allah, if i had 3 wishes rite now i would choose to

-Just turn back the time, i wanna spend one more time with my felow osprey members on the last day of school.

-I wanna skype with weng yue and Nyit leng. I miss em. DAMN! imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy<3

-Have more pictures of us. 

Classmates, u guys were my rainbow.

the one i've been looking for ages :) 

Was it just a Nightmare?

when we sleep we have dreams. sweet dreams or Nightmares.
sometimes, when i was dreaming, i felt like it was so real that i don't know it's JUST A DREAM.
rite now, i was wondering, could this just be a NIGHTMARE?
one after another.
And one of the thing i care the most, 1 osprey. we LOOSE

yeah. WE LOOSE. EPIC rite?

the humiliations,

the brokened hearts

and

the pushed-away feeling.

is it because we are 1 osprey and we are not smart like the 2"H's"

soOOO much work has been put into this.

Oh, and the moments when they were scolded by me, 

it's still fresh in my mind.

and how much FUN we had.

and now knowing that the hardwork, wasn't paid off.

no one cares. we are like clowns or what?

we made people LAUGH, we made Mrs Lee laugh.

and THEY? what did they do?

i was just wondering.

i tought we're gonna get second place.

the worst thing that could happen, had happened.

the scene keeps repeating and repeating in my head

the faces i saw

the people's cheering for us.

and most important, 

the look in evry osprey's student.

i was so sorry.

As a monitor, i felt so sorry for them.

i cried not coz i regreted of our acts

or the present's,

it was all because of the girls.

The look in their eyes was so heartbreaking.

it's like they were ready to cheer coz people

were cheering for osprey.

but NO. we were loosing.

u may think it was a stupid competition.

yeah, it was. 

But i cried because the way we were treated and 

the unfairness.

not because teacher thinks we sucks.

It's my friends. and i HATE seeing my friend looked so broken.

screw the prize. we just need  an honoring.

THAT's ALL

anyway, To the Oriole's u guys were the only ones who deserve to win. but between u and THEM, 

u guys deserve better.

to my friends in Osprey.

keep ur head held up high.

we'll catwalk along the walk of shame that is build of THEIR stupidity :)

I love u all.

I am so proud of ALL of you. 

  

Lots of Love

dear osprey-liciousss,

we manage to pull off the choral speaking tinggy in less than a week :)

i am happy with almost all of you.

i won't ever think of a better classmates.

Thank you for all the co-operations and GOODLUCK for monday,. 

remember, 

JUST HAVE FUN.

for some of us, this May be the last time they participate as osprey's.

*omg now im emotional pulak* :')

I LOVE 1 OSPREY. YOU WERE THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER BEEN MINE.

Lot's of Love, 

Ur Super Mon :P

when it stops...

i am a normal girl.

a normal girl would love to look good. 

but i don't look good naturally.

would anyone EVER thinks im beautiful?

today i took a LOT of pictures, but none of em is me with my besties.

in my camera. because i would ruin the picture. I look so Ugly sitting next to em.

i know that my friends don't really care. but others? EVRYONE says look doesn't matter. 
bullshit. would u like to marry to an ugly man and get ugly kids? NO! exactly.

and i'm born to be BIG.
and i tried so hard dieting but i'm tired of it coz i can't enjoy life.
i mean like what else id left?

and when THIS HEART stops beating, Will YOU MISS ME?

yeah. the ultimate question.

end of the year should be easy going for me.

but it's not. i'm getting HECK busy.

Choral Speaking on Monday?!

people keep quiting. other's have to practise, coz for em, it ain't come naturally.

jamuan on Monday and teacher ask me to PLAN it?

two BIGGGGGGG event on the same deadline.

and for Choral speaking. honestly, I HAVE DOUBTS this time. ...

sorry to say...

2010 EMA

was good laa.

the only award that to me was awesome coz the nominee are
 all awesomeand deserve to win
. the nominee was all good in their own way and they are very unique.

each one of em have the ex factor.

the award im talkin bout is THE BEST LIVE PERFORMANCE. (live act)

the nominies are:

1)Bon Jovi (they're the winner of the global icon that nite

they were so famous in the 80's and 90's even my mum knows em!)

2)Lady Gaga. i mean like who doesn't know gaga's ability to perform live. she has done all the weird things that other celebs would NEVER think of doing with her weird clothes and awesome voice and high scales performances at all time.

3) Kings Of Leon.u guys might not know em. but in other country this band is soo famous! they are 

one of those very active rockbands nowdays. and their live performance was VERY good!

4)Muse. my dad love muse! they were so awesome. have u seen em perform live? the vocalist sounded EXACTLY like the recorded version of their songs. his singing is FLAWLESS~ ONE OF THE BEST ROCKBANDS.

4)Linkin Park. OH i love em! my dad are the ones who likes Linkin Park first, then im influenced :P

ithey're also the same with Muse, their live performance will be the same with the original track. that is like GOD's Gift , the voice he had. they're so awesome and cool!

and so, it was UNPREDICTABLE, if u see al of em are Rock Bands (coz rock singers have to have a superb voice so it's not suprising) BUT Lady Gaga is from a complete diffrent genre and trype of poerformance. bravo GAGA. anyway, 

LINIKN PARK WON it! *yay!!*

i was so happy coz i don't know they are all very good. i've seem em ALL perform LIVE

darn good.

other's weren't really THAT awesome.

But i'm glad Miley didnt won anything -.-

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i mean like her performance sucks!

it's sooooo boring!! 

i Love most of Katy Perry's song but her performance sucks too.

Rihanna was just Okay. she nailed the chorus the bridge and the starting SUCKS.

Linkin Park was:>>>

 super duper whooper awesome,
see> LP's pics performimh at EMA:

(awesome :D )


Bon Jovi was awesome.

Hayley williams and B.O.B was nice

Kesha's voice sounded sooo anoying idk why. go listen and u'll und.

Shakira was fun tho.

uhm? who else?forgotten :P

those who i like did won:

katy perry

Linkin Park

Eminem (one only!! of many more he gets nominated. i was quite angry tho! i mean like, he is soo darn awesome)

Justin bieber! (he won two awards!!)

Paramore =)

too bad Usher didnt win A THING =(

Eva Longoria wasn't bad as the host. her clothes are so awesome 

i love the variety of stage.

and the box where Eva always host there :P

see u next year EMA! =)

LOVE

i fell in love.

to VWB

u noe who?

VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE LARH!! :P

da vom!!

super duper awesome!

awesome giler!

this one, the colour is too striking but its still awesome tho.

OHMYGOD they are to die for. super cute super cool this is my dream car.

it's sooo cute. evry girl's dream.

my favourite gotta be the light pink and the mint green.

like OMG.

sepcially for HER =)

whenever u see her smiling, its infectious.
u smiled at an instant second.

whenever she tries to give advice u will always have to consider em.

whenever she cries u will miss her smile so badly.

She brought infinity happiness into MY life.

She always have the patience.

she did make some stupid decision at times, but she will be saying sorry and apologized at the end of the day.

her jealousy sometimes haunts her, but she always tried her best to forget it for the sake of others.

Sometimes, she can also screwed up.

but i'll always be able to forgive her.

and today, it's her birthday im wishing her the best things.

i'll always be there for her no matter what.

and she knows i love her.

and she is LOKE WENG YUE ..

im sorry i couldnt attend ur birthday  celebration.

you know i didnt do it for no reason rite?

May your birthday  is filled with joy and happiness.

regrets regrets regrets

i cut my long side sexy hot side fringe for the fugly bangs =(
im soooo sad and i regreted like seriously la,
i look so chubby with the bangs on!

look so cacated D;

i want my old sexy flowy blowy hair =(

but i still have to fake smile to take pics =(