where am i going with my life?

i seriously dont know.

i could probably end up single and forever alone.

gosh i really really am amazed at how some people can have so much confidence 

and act like they never cared about how they looked like.

thou in my eyes they look bad :p

they are just so confident. they carry themselves like they worth a million bucks.

but me? once im in a circle of friends, even if they r not pretty i can always see them looking better than me.

gosh im an insecure lil mess.

ive never told any1 bout this but i think one of my friends noticed this

but i am actually very very insecure. ive never felt good with what ive got.

maybe the only think that i can like about me is that i am very good with my words.

like very good. LOL . its like what came out of my mouth in any situation,

either bad or good would either make so much sense, or funny or it could just proove someone theyre wrong

i can even convince people that im confident and happy with the right words and a straight face. 

LOL. 

well thats like the only thing i think im good at.

TALKING. thats probably the reason why i never stop :) 

also, i never felt like anyone has ever been fair to me.