Thursday, January 12, 2012

Thank you

what is wrong with you?
or what is wrong with me?
why are u ignoring me?

all these questions keeps playing in my head.
im mad 
but then i realized im actually so sad.
my hearts aching.

u wont even want to look at my face.
i wont dare to start a cono coz im scared ill get hurt even more coz u will ignore me.
u treated agirl u know for less than a month better than me.
like so obvious u completely ignored me and told me to seat away
coz u want to listen stories from ur 'new friend' 
fine. Go on.
idk.
is it because i frankly told u i hate ur bf?
what am i suppose to do???
act like i fucking adore his ass when i dont?
come on im ur friend, i should be honest to you,
idk maybe im a lil bit too honest.
maybe it hurts ur feelings to hear me say 'I hate ur bf'

but this always happens, im like ready for it.
almost.
go on, if ur bf can make u happier, i say goodluck.
after this i will pretend like ive never existed in ur life.
im sorry if ive one to much but i didnt mean too.

maybe u forget, but it was just u and me a few years ago.
now that uve got new friends ure dumping me. im so sad.
go on hate me. 
it doesnt matter anymore. ill cry for a few day but ill continue with my life anyway.
i need to get over this. 
Its bothering me so much it took my peace. 
i felt so worthless that people alwyas do this to me. 

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