PE KABAR BROOOO

YOOOOO got my Canon Pixma 8D
and no wi cnat stop printing..
ANYWAY
today is report card day and teacher say i got bo problem at all thou she say got pass-up english book late but that is very rare :D
but she did comment on my attandence. she say it was preety bad.
Well the 7 days i went to Sabah plus with 2 days of mc when i broke my thumb and a day missed the bus, a day or 2 of sickeness oooh and one day of staurday that i didnt come due to no transportation makes it DAYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :P
LOL intan is crapping the blog post

ADIOS MUCHACHOS CHICKAS.

Is it just me or im used to bigger problems

some people, but to me MANY people

are making things way bigger than it is. 

when they are freaking out i just make my heartless neutral face

or my *oh yea rite what a big of a deal*

because mostly, its not even their problem for them to get emo!

like its not a serious thing.

u should help ur friend, i know BUT NOT BY GETTING EMO all of a sudden!~

examples of people i know who does it is 

NO 1 on the chart :

LOKE WENG YUE :P

u know i told u this from long time ago :P 

heh, now we'll talk about the 2nd on the chart 1st *save the best for the last huh?* 

FATIN

situation 1
Fatin: DONT TELL SITI THAT TEACHER IS GOING TO FIRE HER! she'll get sad!
me: teacher told her she wont
Fatin: SHE WILL. she say it to me by herself she will do it tomorrow
me: TEACHER JUST TOLD SITI NOT EVEN LIKE AN HOUR AGO.
Fatin: i dont think so.
me: and if u knwo why are u keepin it from her. she needs to know. -.- seriously ure keepin this from her? i dont think we should do so. she'll know it later.
Datin: she'll get sad
me: *do the oh u r so lame face, u know when i raise my right eyebrow :P*  at least she is prepared coz if me i would want people to get honest to me
yinnie: sometimes lying is better than truth that hurts
me: TRUTH HURTS. *i did my oh shut up u ppl know Nothing about lies that hurts*
Fatin: I REGRET TELLING THIS TO YOU!!!!!!!!
me: *walks away* its not that big of a deal =-= I DONT GIVE A FUCK . u people are just making it as a big of a deal. seriously lying to take care of Truth that hurts. thats just hypocrite.

anyway its solved. NOthing really happened. 

SEE? I TOLD YA PEOPLE 

calm ur horses =-=

HYPOTHESIS: to people its such a big issue but for me since i've had bigger things in life,

 the conclusion is 

so freaking simple but they are treating it like its a big of a deal.

situation 2

Me: wth is with V********************

LWY: she's stressed coz *** is ******** with *****************

Me: and what does that involve her in anyway?

Lwy: Its the ** day!

Me: I still dont see the problem =-= how is ***day is affected?

IN THE END, NOTHING SERIOSU REALLY HAPPENED

not that the event is cancelled or sumtin :)

people.. i believe that sumtime 

its better for yall to just understand that

things will sort on its way out

SERIOUSLY.

so what is the conclusion? is my hypothesis accepted?

what is this? :)

malam ini sunyi seperti biasa
aku masih keseorangan
menunggu cinta hadir
rupanya aku kesunyian


siapa sangka?


diriku adalah sekuntum bunga layu di kalangan yang mekar
tidak aku salahkan mereka kerana tidak memilih aku 
kerana aku sendiri tidak kan memilih diriku
ku tidak akan mencari cinta tidak juga akan mencuba 


puas gagal
penat menunggu


tiada apa lagi yang kutunggu 
lupakan sahaja aku tidak layak


FOREVER ALONE

The previous post was result of heart-ache and lameness

I wish could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful?
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways 
But it's all the same
At the end of the day 
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up 
That M.A.C. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in the position to make me feel 
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too

*permission to blog in BM*

Ok la sape layan Maharaja Lawak?
wa x pernah miss mne2 episod pun so yeah.
kalo nk tau aku suke GILE Kump. Jozan

aku n segerombolan kawan2 ku is JoZan DieHard fan

and then korang tau ape jadi,

PABILA KESEMUA PELUSUK NEGERI 

MENANTIKAN PEMENANGNYA BERDUA,

TERUMUMLAH SATU NAMA DENGAN 3 PEMENANG

RAMAI YANG KECEWA

HATI KEHANCURAN DIBUAT MEREKA

JOZAN MENGUKIR SENYUMAN LEBAR

YANG TERLALU JELAS 

HANYALAH LAKONAN

PEMENANG YANG BERSORAK RIANG

DIPERHATIKAN OLAH MAIL LAMBUNG 

DAN AHCAI YANG BERSEKUTU BERSAMA

PASTINYA AKAN

BERTUMPAHAN DARAH 

MENUNT GELRAN MEREKA

DARI SEPAH

RAKYAT JELATA HANYA MAMPU 

MENYOKONG SI KALAH 

DAN MENERIMA SI JUARA

NAMUN, DI SETIAP HATI KECIL 

SANG MANUSIA 

MEREKA TAHU BAHAWA 

YANG AKAN GEMILANG ITU ADALAH JOZAN

when im out with my mum...

I cant *mencuci mata* for hot boys

coz my mum will notice evrything she'll be like

'EHHHH YOUU VERY FATT HAO WANT AHH"

and she'll be like 

and i cant be like a diva infront of those Fatt Hao perasan girls

coz my mum will be like

-O.o wat chu doing girl?

And when my Favourite songs starts to play somehow 

the urge to dance is even more 

when u're in a shopping mall and when u're with ur mum

idk maybe coz when u're with ur mum 

u are more focused to the surrounding then with 

ur fren coz when with em they just keep on 

chatting..

and when i sing and kinda groove it to the song and 

my mum will be like

"CONTROL UR EMOTION "

then i'll be like CHILL MOM CHILL 

No'ones watchiing plus,

New Boyfie :')

Hye. this is a weird thing coming from me..
but i have a new boyboy ...
hahhaha...... eeeeeeee IM IN LOVE

*SCROLL PEOPLE, SCROLL*

Lemme do a lil intro for yall his name is Matt. Matt Lanter

he acts as Liam Court in 90210

90210!!!!!!!! argh! i mean whoever like if u've ever watched it, u'll love it.

the characters are hotty but i stick with my MattMatt :3

PRESENTING :

MATT MATT :3

OH HIS SMILE, HIS SMILE <3

thinkin of me hun??

LOLOLOL. eye catching much?

HANDS OF BITCHOSSSS

this is ma mannn :P 

*peace*

ADIOS CHICKAS he's callin me ...

Past Present Future

Today, when i meet her.. i just couldnt stop but flashes on memories..
last year... was a Blast.. altough u may see me looking mad but i will never fail to go trough the day 
without a hysterical laugh... 

They were the best..

and she look tired... i guess.. or maybe she just dont have anything to say.

it was kinda awkward... but im happy to see her..

she was a total jerk when i tried to help her back in those days.. 

so i leave her behind..

now, i totally moved on.. i think she's doing better? idk. I HOPE SO...

but i miss her thou... i wish we've spent more time just now. but hell, I was rushing..

had to let her walk alone.. hurmm...

Can you believe it.. we're almost in the middle of June ....
I use to complain how i felt school was effin slow in the begining of the year..
but now, it felt like it never really happened.
IDK.. did u get it? its like january was so long ago but u felt like time is too fast..
Its hard to explain... feelings are a hard thing to explain. ecspecially for me.
i find it easy to explain my toughts but not feelings. 
Im terrible at it..

2011 is nicer to me nowdays...
i guess Im happier now than i am a few months ago..
well, except my studies...
but looking into it,
i havent really had a strong memory that i've left behind.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.. how fast time flew now. 
the next thing i know taht i may wake up and be 15 year old!

wow. 15.. im considered a real teenager then.

SERIOUSLY... this is really shocking when i think of it all back..
and it kinda scary too...

Oh yeah..

the scariest part was the future...

will i go down back to osprey? 

i mean like thats a huge slap on the face..

plus i've been close to some of the girls in there..

but i miss my felllow osprey-ian so badly..

i mean no pressure at all in being the 2nd class..

But for all i know, my past has made me myself.

why do u think i was VERY DEFENSIVE?

i was the only child so people wants me to be evrything.

and i have to say No to what they want me to be all the time.

i have to defend them and tell what i want for myself.

and when i was standard 1 to 3 i was emotionally abused

by my 'FRIENDS'..

they called me hippopotamus.

as a kid, i felt really unfair and sad...

but i fought back by evry single bad things they say

and evry ugly names they've made for me.

and i've never changed since then...

im fat from i was a baby and i tried so many things

to get into shape..

BUT

And yeah.. who says the past aint important.

i believe we are made to be better by not repeating our mistakes from the past...

I am not the girl with the most friend when i was in standard 3,4,5

The Chineese girls looks at me like im some

Gettho Kid from Africa or sumtin

But now, im grateful by the amount of friend i have...

So yeah today will also be my past one day...

I hope I'll get it right ok? :)

Hye, Future...

:)

This Is why I hate To Study.. coz if i didnt score i'll get all pessimistic and stuffs.. *ugh* its better when u dont study.. coz u can say like "i didnt even study" .. all this bullshitss

CRAP CRAP CRAP 

all this shits..

I SCORED C for my maths.. 

im devastated.. but somehow.. I am accepting it with maths.. 

what im upset of now is Sejarah

sial! thts like the subject i studied most. 

SERIOUSLY?! I cant even PFTTTTTT

its so fucking close.. i hope the 3 pending answers will change. :'(

its actually 4 answers but one of em teacher put me as correct so i dont want 

teacher to change the answer to other than mine.. i'll loose 1 mark

but if minus 1 mark and gain 3 marks 

i'll get 80...

im really hoping on strong..

coz its sooo close to 80 alr...

i saw the marks and i look like im happy, inside?

im kinda sad.. but not too sad. BUT IM JUST HOPING 

LIKE REALLY REALLY hard :S

for the 3 cjhanges to happen..

i guess i'll wait..

UNPATIENTLY.

UGHHHHH

IM NOT READY! 

for SCHOOL

dAMMIT
the same thing starts again
 UGHHHHH

 SHIT IS ABOUT TO GET REAL!

I dislike her too. but what if she really is sincere? and what if we're all wrong about her. would u like t be treated like this?

i mean like Beliebers is just getting way too much like posting tweets saying those stuffs to her.
i think she gets it but she dont care.. why? maybe she really loves Justin. If u are doing stuffs like this, then u r worst than her. she might be a whore and stuffs but she never bother ur life but u people are.I've never really liked her but yeah someone need to say this.


Imagine all these words said about you. Imagine someone saying that they were going to kill you and dispose you’re body. Imagine having to go through this everyday. Imagine someone who knows absolutely nothing about you, saying these things to you. Now imagine not just one person but millions. Constantly sending you tweets and messages saying all of this stuff. How would you feel? Could you live with that? Would you be able to smile? No matter how tough you are, deep down, you would still feel the pain. It will affect you. Physical bruises go away, but emotional ones will haunt you forever. What people say to you, what people call you, you will always remember. No matter who the person is, no matter what they’re doing, bullying is never ok. What you say to someone can affect their life forever. Someone can take their life because of you. I’m not just saying this for Selena. I’m saying this for everyone who is out there being bullied. Stop the hate.