when i was 2 years old, mummy threw a party with family members. but, i cant remember.
when i was 3 she threw a party too with family members. i cant remmeber it.
when i was 4 she threw a party.. with family members and i get loads of prezzie. (most of em were toys) god, i was so happy. when i look at the pics in my album, tears roll down seeing my mum kissing me. She Loves me. but now we were fighting on daily basis. seeing my dad feeding the birthday cake for me. we were happy as a family till then....
when i was 5 celebrated my birthday in my current house. i was dressed like princess in a white gown. a minnie mouse cake. oh how cute! i remember the time i kid burst a balloon. funny how i remember those small little things. :)
when i was 6, celebrate with closest family relatives only. the cakes getting smaller.
when i was 7, celebrated with my mum and dad on a trip tu gunung Lang. then celebrated with my cousins and aunts.
when i was 8 the cake gets even smaller..
same goes when i was 9, 10, 11 and 12.
ALL was with family. that's why i Love em.
this year? celebrated with my far-away aunty. no cakes. just cupcakes. my mum bought 10 cupcakes when the people are like 20.coz it wasn't planned earlier. it was at my hometown. This is the 2nd time i celebrated without Nalia. hahah. then my aunt bought a cake for me once i reached ipoh... it was just the 10 of us. then when i goes to school. only 2 or 3 girls actually wishes me coz they remember my birthday... Not even afriend bought me a birthday present and that was when my mum says ' u always remember's people's birthday and buy presents for them, but they don't even remember yours'. i was very upset. i was quite true. infact it was Absouloutely correct.
i see other people celebrate birthday's in big parties or on a classy restraunt and i just watch their pictures and wish if only i was a rich kid. but i'm not. But u know what, that is the reason i will makesure i'll be rich when i grow up. im gonna own a bungalow people :)
in the end of the day, big parties is not the ones that can make me happy, not even expensive prizes. As long as u remember's it, u wish me, or u write some sweet notes like my mum did on EVRY of my birthday, or u buy me cheap prizes. hahah :) that is all i care about. because that shows what am i to you, a friend or just another person u know from school .. :) till then..
Love Ins :)
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