why people hate the truth so much? wtf has the honesty is the best policy gone to????

ohmygod. they really hated me.
i know why.
it's coz im VERY diffrent.
i dont act innocence infront of teacher.
NEVER.
i will never shut my mouth when someone is wrong
i just can't
it's all i am.
please get to know me first before doing so much wrong judgements
i don't deserve all these.
it's like people are hating me for being REAL.

i wonder.

do people really wants me to fake smiles?

and say im okay with their bad way of treating me.

and lie lie lie?

to satisfy?

isnt it wrong?

u want people to be honest. 

u say tell me the truth

but girl, THE TRUTH AINT ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL.

there is ugly truth.

if u want people to listen to you when you are not being fair

just because u have an important post?

well, if u do, then u will never know LIFE itself.

how do you expect yourself to not do mistakes?
how do you expect ME to not say anything hurtful.
i aint a saint for god sake!
u questioned why i'm such a rebelious?
it's coz i know there is many many girls
had an unhappy day, bad day
just because of a few of you.
some of em dont even know what they do wrong.
u had problems with me but u letting it go on them?
wow. congrats to you.
you are the most self-important person i've ever known.
to make urself happy, u make ERYONE mad.
but i'm doing things the other way.

LETTING YOU HATE ME FOR THE INNOCENT'S.

is it so wrong trying to stand out for the truth?

i guess for you all it is wrong and ohmygod.
i never thought clever people will look so dumb in people's eye.
and YOU. you yourself doesnt have a real friend.
maybe when u have u will know.
u will know why im defending my class for evry reason.

and to you cheh juan, i understand how much u hated being in 1 osprey.

just suck it up.

u'll be leaving soon.

cheers

to weng: get well soon. and thanks for the thankyou :)

my heart believes that the friends i had now is more than enough

 to make me happy for the whole century. :).