110th post if my old blog was included,

it is my 209th post.

WOW.

and my blog memang addictive kan?

hees XD

yesterday i say i wont go school but today i decided to go coz my mum says she can fetch me
and i say sure can. and then i was preparing myself breakfeast.
when the oil suddenly like pops out of the damn cooking pan and landed on my arms and finger
it was VERY VERY PAIN.
imagine hot boiling cooking oil on ur arm.
it burns. i can feel it burning and i cried. D;
so yeah that's the reason why i didnt come school today. see>>

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okay lets move on.
There is always music that u feel are meant to be for you
its like it tells ur story rite now.

i can’t tell you what it really is

i can only tell you what it feels like

and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe

i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight

as long as the wrong feels right it’s like i’m in flight

high off of love drunk from my hate

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken, but I am hoping.
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me's dying.
And these are, these are, the
confessions of a broken heart.

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Nothing really matters 
Anyone can see 
Nothing really matters 
Nothing really matters to me 

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud 

That no one hears you screaming

Sahabat
Aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku inginkan kau hadir

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

There you go
You're always so right,
It's all a big show,
It's all about you,
You think you know,
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me...
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes,
I just can't get it right..
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't want to hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Disini kunyatakan semua,

Cerita kehidupanku,

Telah tempuhi hidup yang sukar ku terima,

Tapi ku mampu laluinya,

Merempuh suka dan duka,

Dengan tenang hati ku telan pahit manis kehidupan.

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream 

there are no boundries....

there are no Boundries.

a little of evrytin.

BYE peeps