Its not fair.

Its not fair.
IT IS NEVER FAIR WHEN ITS ME. 

coz im the only one who seems to care.

i am upset with both of you like A-LOT

and i wont tell to any living soul who is this 2 peeps

let me swallow it.

all this feeling.

altough i felt like im being hypocrite but i cant tell to u guys.

i love u guys, 
but i dont think u love me as much as i do 
and care bout me as much as i care bout u
and i dont think u are happy with me as much as i do.
Im not sure why im being so sensitive bout this.
but i just felt like that.
coz u concerns bout her and her and her even more.
and i hope u noe who u are.
it will hurt me if u urself dun noe...
but u didnt even read my blog.
why the hell am i posting it?
idk, im blunt and lost.
u visited their blog but i seem to be the only exception.
i understand.
im not as classy as em.
i can never be.
and 100% in my heart feels like u guys dont take me seriously.

im not anyone to u guys.

so yeah. i will NEVER tell who is this 2 people.

i just hope u noe who u r.

im tired of explaining and stuffs.

SO I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO FAKE A SMILE AGAIN.

i have always been there for u.

patiently there waiting for u to stop crying and weep.

smiling for you when i was too tired to lift my head up

and swallow my sadness when to makesure u  were happy

coz i want u to smile.

but im tired of it.

coz u never realize it.

im not asking anything for return, just be there for me

like how i never fail to cheer u up.

u are being selfish.

and its very unfair

coz it hurts me.

its not that hard to make me happy.

simple things like posting sweet stuffs to my fb wall

can just make me smile,

too bad, u never care.