Sunday, August 22, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Its not fair.
Its not fair.
IT IS NEVER FAIR WHEN ITS ME.
but i dont think u love me as much as i do
and care bout me as much as i care bout u
and i dont think u are happy with me as much as i do.
Im not sure why im being so sensitive bout this.
but i just felt like that.
coz u concerns bout her and her and her even more.
and i hope u noe who u are.
it will hurt me if u urself dun noe...
but u didnt even read my blog.
why the hell am i posting it?
idk, im blunt and lost.
u visited their blog but i seem to be the only exception.
i understand.
im not as classy as em.
i can never be.
and 100% in my heart feels like u guys dont take me seriously.
im not anyone to u guys.
IT IS NEVER FAIR WHEN ITS ME.
coz im the only one who seems to care.
i am upset with both of you like A-LOT
and i wont tell to any living soul who is this 2 peeps
let me swallow it.
all this feeling.
altough i felt like im being hypocrite but i cant tell to u guys.
i love u guys, but i dont think u love me as much as i do
and care bout me as much as i care bout u
and i dont think u are happy with me as much as i do.
Im not sure why im being so sensitive bout this.
but i just felt like that.
coz u concerns bout her and her and her even more.
and i hope u noe who u are.
it will hurt me if u urself dun noe...
but u didnt even read my blog.
why the hell am i posting it?
idk, im blunt and lost.
u visited their blog but i seem to be the only exception.
i understand.
im not as classy as em.
i can never be.
and 100% in my heart feels like u guys dont take me seriously.
so yeah. i will NEVER tell who is this 2 people.
i just hope u noe who u r.
im tired of explaining and stuffs.
SO I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO FAKE A SMILE AGAIN.
i have always been there for u.
patiently there waiting for u to stop crying and weep.
smiling for you when i was too tired to lift my head up
and swallow my sadness when to makesure u were happy
coz i want u to smile.
but im tired of it.
coz u never realize it.
im not asking anything for return, just be there for me
like how i never fail to cheer u up.
u are being selfish.
and its very unfair
coz it hurts me.
its not that hard to make me happy.
simple things like posting sweet stuffs to my fb wall
can just make me smile,
too bad, u never care.
Friday, August 20, 2010
lalulaleh (actually i dunnow what to put asthe title :P)
yesterday,
this afternoon,
it was awesome,
tonite, it was so dull coz u r talkin bout ur so called big prob!
its not that BIGGGggggg of a problem babe!
gawsh! I want the 24 hours ago Yasmine!
PLEASE return her back to me.
PLEASE D:
it hurts when im serious asking a question
and u just play a fool with it.
hurts a lot.
you.
you make me happy
you make me sad
you make me angry!
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then, after finish pps stuffs
straight away go upper hall to practice choir
and when its not even 1 o clockguess who showed up and decided to invade the upper hall?
hornbillians!!
im not that angry at em coz they practice for a while
but my girls were quite angry :P
they say unfair coz they like beg teacher and took the initiative to go see mrs lee
and stuffs and they just march in and sing with Nadhirah;s mum.
well, im okay with it coz there's kiew yi tung thr,
i cant be angry at my frens class rite? :P
then me n weng gets high and started screaming kiew yi tung's name XD
sorry kiew XD
to free jor :P
i miss my old buddies =(
we always had fun together.
Lim, Lv, aly, and a lot more.
we're seprated now =(
luckily there's facebook!
and dear lahvaniya. cheer up!
it's gonna stop raining somehow!
it will left rainbows too :)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
whoever invented internet, godblessyou :)
we chat till we have nothin to say :)
webcammed with weng wanna continue but she offed 1st -.-
webcammed with weng wanna continue but she offed 1st -.-
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
sweet sweet sweet :3
lahvaniya says i really noe how to brighten up people day.
its easy. just that most people dun give enough effort so they seems like they cant cheer people :)
and then,
when i saw u online, i really wanna talk to you but dun wanna annoy you,
so yeah just when i was about to grief, u say hey :)
=)
awww thanks it made me smile :)its easy. just that most people dun give enough effort so they seems like they cant cheer people :)
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and then,
when i saw u online, i really wanna talk to you but dun wanna annoy you,
so yeah just when i was about to grief, u say hey :)
these 2 simple thing makes me smile so broadly the nerves on mah face is pain XD
Monday, August 16, 2010
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