L to the I to the F to the E its LIFE

Life? heh. pretty happy, preety hectic, preety mesmerizing, pretty scary. actually really scary.

"Oh, Baby I dont wanna grow up, I dont wanna grow up just stay this little"

wow. times fly like a G6 huh? No im serious thou. This is why im scared. For all I know i am just a few steps a way to the biggest thing in life, just a few hundreds of  days ago, I was hoping for everything to speed up! i dont wanna be a child anymore! but now? GROWING IS SEEMS SCARY. the world aint uscha safe place. But at the same time im tired of studying and worrying for those few pieces of papers that will determine my life. Its crazy how pieces of paper determines what we're going to be.. And a mum expectation can be really scary too.  

but in all this scary feeling i am overwhelmed with this new light i had. i have new hope. a hope to stay in my current class. I thought this year would be disastrous. but nope, in fact it was a pretty damn good year too me <3 well maybe i've had FEW hiccups here and there coz some monsters are trying to make my life a living hell, but i vow to keep smiling coz thats my biggest revenge :) am i good or am i good? but really, it was nice in this new place. I bonded with so many of em, and for all the right reasons, its better for me to stay.

preety mesmerizing? Oh still about my friends. im stunned. like, i really fo know who's the friend and who's the foe. I found hope. *i hope there wont be no foe* and for those who is with me today, there have all the right reason why they stay . I love em.

i need to thank em. i just have to.

♥SARAH♥FARAH ♥WENGYUE♥


i have another  thou, these are the peeps who i think has helped me a lot, and 


made me made them laugh (which i love to do it)


♥nadhirah♥pui see (i can be so fking iritated with her at times but we work that out LOL) ♥ YINNIE :D ♥ Fatin ♥ Siti ♥


and another lists, im may not be super close to em but they are my new FRIENDS :) i appreciate em too.
Lee Ann, Cheh Juan , Kartikah (HEHEHEH my lining up partner, she bears with my cursing routine on monday morning during assembly . thankyewww) , kyshy ( we have good fights) :) Jia Qi (oh she's so nice) 


And another one for those who have changed the way i look at em, (i use to think they are bunch of meanies and they hate ppl like me but they are actually nice. thank to them too, they sorta change my persepective. i realized that people is not something that we can read or learn about. and i learned that its very important to be polite (well not to polite) to EVERYONE :) (who made it into my list don be so perasan LOLLLL)


they are: rae jean, yik chi ( i use to hate her but now? we laugh about the same stuffs ^^) , azhani (lol seriously, aku ingat die ni dak poyo, tapi die baik la :P) li yan , Pui see is in this list too LOL, and Nadhirah XD , and many more HAHAHAH :) 


Im really really thankfull, BELIEVE ME :D 


all and all im quite happy :) if only, somethings were in better places and condition but hey, i'll just be patience, there might be something good out of it, plus life is never about being all perfect and happy rite? 
-YES_ *i know the answer* :)