loosing my friends
my insanity im just so normal nowdays, rarely crazy *except when im with fatin and yinnie*
most important is loosing patience.
some days i just wanna lock myself up in a room and just cry all day long.
but some days i just wanna be nice to people.
see?
i wont lie and say im not having fun at all. i did. but then it goes down again and up, and down, and up.
HELL YEAH life's like a fuckin roller-coaster.
and im hating myself for being so fat. WTF? im like a pig.
UGHHHHHHH!!!!! i'll get stomach-ache if i didnt eat and that bother's me.
but if i eat it just wont digest or frankly speaking less of pooping. EFFFF!.
but uhmm.. not to the point of suicidal okay?
im just so empty nowdays and overwhelmed by my ex classmates. they were treating me so well.
ILY all :)
and to have time doing an activity with Loke Lai Fann makes me felt calmed a bit. coz she knows who i am. it just feels so good to have a person whom when u look at always brings GOOD MEMORIES.
btw, GLEE. IS. BACK. PEOPLE.
HELL YEAH.
bye :) hw's waiting for me.
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