Friday, December 31, 2010

Let's keep making Good Memories.

i and a bunch of amazing people had manage to create some ALL ROUNDED memories,
meaning? there's sadness, madness, hectic-ness, bitchy-ness and most of all Happiness. and the overwhelming Love we had for each other.

2011?
yet another beginning.
wow oh wow. who realized its THIS fast?
certainly NOT ME.
I hope to step in new year with 
New Hopes
New Friends *but the old ones is always gonna be there ok?*
New Wishlist XD
new crush no way.
New spirit
and definitely 
New Chances.
*
life is like this.
we move on.
some break loose and fall apart to the back,
some just keeps getting better.
Let US all Keep on Getting Better.
memories?
Thinking of her, thinking of you what we're gone be?
Friends of course.
Forget me not coz as for me, i wont.
like in the Kak Limah movie, XD

" kalo kito ingak kat ore, ore pung dok ingak kak kito jugok."

translation:
If we remember people, people will remember us.


NO DOUBT BUT THAT.

so people new chances, new beginning
are you ready for another ride?
And what do you say of taking chances?
me?
InsyaAllah
*god wills*
=) 
with the name and Love of ALLAH,
i say good buy to 2010 and turn over a new leaf to 

2011
bye :)
lotsa love, INS.


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Kita menang kitalah juara :D

Malaysia ku <3

okay like JYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MALAYSIA BOLEH LAH!!!!!!!!!!!
hakhakhakhakahakahaka XD
positive thinking> you bet! 
if we can win this, maybe we can AT LEAST get in FIFA ranking. u know? top 100 is already good.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
hold ur horses,
WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD THEY GIVE IRFAN aka THE INDO PLAYER
the MVP aka MOST VALUEBLE PLAYER???
fuck logic?

neways congrats Fahmi :D





nyiahah, hey whore, please la just coz u hate it so much to be in Malaysia,
u dont need to spoil other people enthusiasm okay?
fucking mindless.
one more spoilers,,,
u know, those stupid indonesian, lifeless bitches claims that FAHMI is imported by Malaysia
from JAPAN!!!!!!!!
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! fucking mindless.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAH cmon! 
they're not that stupid arent they?
OMGEE. i know they're lame but not till the point they say
KUNALAN is from NIGERIA??????!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
fuck logic?
LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OF XD
see??? HAHAHHAHAHAHA!
hahahhahahahahahahah
ekekkekekeeke
kuikuikuikuikuikuikui!
nyiahahahha.
okay okay relax.
pft BAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH XD
and and they tought our prime minister is MAHATHIR.
HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
stupid assholes, its NAJIB now. omgeeeeeee
needa pee now XD
we're heading 2020 but they're stuck in 2004.
ohemgee. ngojipsauemmdoulor.
hahhahaha.
okay okay
chill chill
BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAH!

adehhhh XD
omgeeeeeeeeeee.. tired XD
LOL  for the last time
FUCKING MINDLESS!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA

ok congrats :)
and ta-ta 
HAHAHAHAAHAHah XD
ok stop. omgeee. i cant?


p/s : my mum is in LOVE with Rajagopal -.-



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

wengyue made this for you... hahahha since im good in using apps and stuffs i made this for you coz u know i suck in handmade thing s:( so i made u a virtual scrapbook :D

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oi -.-

oi people there's a reason i put a CHATBOX there so that u will leave what chu wanna say at THIS BLOG.
not come and tell me at my wall on fb or comment at my status about my blog -.-

the Cbox are there for reason =____=

Monday, December 27, 2010

oh my god. for god sake! Ya ALLAH!!!

Ya Allah!
right now im breathing in and out .... trying to chill and calm down... and i think it worked..
Chill Intan Chill.. *FUUUUHHHHH
okay know why? AUDREY YAU. yeah what is wrong with her?
she's like another version of Cheryl Chew!
why? picking a fight with me?
calling me grumpy? 
LOl seriously do u know what is the meaning of grumpy? SERIOUSLY?gimme a break!~

who gets mad's first? 
YOU
who talk bad to other's about people she dont like?
YOU
who thinks its sooo cool to be CONSTANTLY annoying?
YOU
who hates evrything *not literally, i know some idiots wont get*
YOU
really Audrey? u really think being CONSTANTLY annoying is fun? do u really?
and do you really think ur right at all time? do u really really think so?

i know not evryone likes me coz in the PAST i've been naughty and kinda rude to people.
I ADMIT I WAS WRONG.
and evryone has some mistakes up their sleeves.
I ADMIT I USE TO BE WRONG. 
and i realize my mistakes and i've changed. OMGEE u people need to give me space.

only people who didnt get to know me thinks im rude when i curse
but if they know me, they'll be Laughing their ass out when i curse like Literally.
coz of people like you who don't give people space to change is why people like me find it hard to change. and you know what? the best part is now, im glad im not like last time. i've changed i have friends who loved me coz they know me.they see the real me not some crap they heard by the wind. 

But you? your loosing friends by each day. no wonder u say it sucks to be in MGS.
coz u have so many haters.
i really don't wanna fight with chu and i didnt use vulgar words now to you at all 
coz i dont want to be like you. 
i know how it feels like to be hated. 
it sucks. i know. but only you can change em.
stop all those shitty craps.
get in reality world. 
U aint no princess.
so yeah,
like seriously. stop this shits.
one more time u talk bad things about me to others.
i ant gonna be nice no more,
i wont kiss your ass just so that you would stop.
sometimes we just have to reconsider things we wanna say.
it hurts me.
and i know these hurts u too.
coz i know what i t feels like.
But now i have a happy life. i dont need u to 
turn it all around. 
u ain't nobody to me.

this whole year i've never gotten into some real fight.
just some u know buddy fight that doesnt involves cursing just some normal BFF's fight
and we all apolagize but this, i have a feeling this is gon be bad if u dont stop.
u better not ruin it.
its my golden year. my Favourite  year.
even if ur mean, wait till 2011
2010  is my perfect year.


Sunday, December 26, 2010

ollo :P

           liking the song people?
u better say yeah.
                that song is awesome.
                  jyeah! LP forever.
okay bye... toodles :)

2 days im out till night with familia

1st day just with my mum go shopping and then i go to my aunt's house and meet (if u still remember) PUTEEAAA (lol his real name is PUTRA)

HERE IS PUTRA :) <3

***
 these shirt has pink, green, yellow NEONS :D
my mum brought me shopping in The Store (at first wanna go JJ but rain like mad) so mummy lazy 
wanna drive far in the rain she bring me to the store. Kinda pissed with the rain but whattodo? bought those shirts up there and a short pants ... was happy tho :D bought lotsa stuff :D thanks Mum! love you :)
***
and the next day my mum force me outta bed for the day's plan.
the plan:
1)go to a wedding in Kuala Sepetang (35 to 40 minutes journey)
2)go to see the sea (LOL) at Sungai Mati (the name funny aite?)
3)go museum just for fun to bring the kids and just for fun.
4)relax at this nice but idk what place XD
5)go eat at Perak's famous Mee Udang in Kuala Sepetang

so that's the plan.
so yeah when to the wedding had lunch there...
dadidudidu finish it then go to the seaside dadidudidu then go to the museum 
i had fun snapping photos with my families
LOL poeple all looking when we had group photos..
on the staircase la, here la there la XD
chit chat , laugh here and there and have fun ... yeeehhaaaa :D

neh here are A FEW of the pics i took XD >>>>>




 fat me :X
woooolalaaa~


I Love you boy :*

 he's so hot so hot so hot :O

LOL then pics at the park and the restraunt

 (my screensaver) 
my big happy family :)
I  
in the car :P

at the park

at restraunt. a bowl cost RM 7.50

a plate cost Rm 11.50 

and then we were suppose to head home BUTTTTT we people go stop by at shops in Kuala Kangsar.
and bought clothes there. thnx again mum!

arrive home at 12 and then watch tv slept at 2 sumtin i guess

***

and then today, i go to a wedding and go shopping again.. this time mummy only buy her clothes..

so yeah .. im tired now and jyeaahhhh (Y) done blogging 3 days EVENT!!!!!! hahaahha :)
too bad Nelly'o didnt join us! PADAN MUKA!!!! 


so yeah, toodles people had fun days with my familia <3 hope u guys had a nice day too :)







Thursday, December 23, 2010

Pee Emm arrrrRR~~

i am soooooo excited to know the result altough i absolutely have nothing to do with it.

okay i am soo happy for em who scored, u know even those who gets 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 A's
i mean like as long as u didnt fail u are considered winners :) 

shot out to>>>

:first and foremost i must congrats Nalia.
i mean like we're like sisters and im happy for her!
5A's not bad AT ALL. i myself aim for 5A's evrytime there's test.
she's the 1st person i call :D
-Kak Alya , serious ni!! jangan lah merendah diri kmu dapat 5A! kite happy kmu dapat keputusan elok.
not bad okay!

and then::

>Irina :) Congrats!! ur result also not bad at all! :) heeee thnx bagi nasihat suruh study :P
maklumlah saya ni pemalas tahap antarabangsa XD ahaksss~
p/s: always update ur blog tau! i love em :D

>Charlotte (did i spell it rite?
OMG Brilliant! CONGRATS!!!!! if i get 7A i think i'll be loosing my mind! awesome :')
keep it up *thumbs up*

*and the rest i see in fb like shahzareen, zam, (macam la makhluk tuhan ni semua baca blog aku kan?) XD
and 
all MGS-ian. u guys rock!!!!
from whati see and what i heard, MGS result is FABTASTIC


seriously i did not see myself scoring. NOT AT ALL
2009 UPSR result is still haunting. still remain FRESH in my mind.
so u guys, who scored A's no matter how many u scored, i salute yall...
i felt so scared... wondering if i will get result as good as that!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

darlingssssssssss :)

visit my tumblr (my another blog) and follow me okay :')
http://raindropssugar.tumblr.com/
it's diffrent than this blog because that one, i just let the pictures do the talking!
toodles...

XoXo :*

december is ending... and...


2011
am i afraid of changes?
no!
yes. yes i am and i cant pretend like im not afraid..
i have been so comfortable with the people around me.
im afraid that i might loose em.

i will just keep hoping
no matter how fragile the hope is

and i'll just keep praying as long as i can

 
cheerish the last moments  with people i care and love..

be optimistic.

enjoy what's left in 2010
 
express my feelings in my possible ways 

 be strong like i always do
live my life

 
yes turn my fear into dust

and do it 

with a smile on my face

 :) SMILE (:





and, LIFE GOES ON
best wishes to evryone and to my friends that celebrate Christmas, Merry X'mas

-Ya Allah semoga aku dapat menggembirakan ibu ku dan orang yang ku sayangi-
amin...

Monday, December 20, 2010

im hungry =(

i know yall would say go eat la!
easier than said,

evrytime i drink my ice lemon tea that is usually cold but i cant drink cold , my throat felt like there's knives piercing in. that'd liquid going trough, imagine solids... :S


  • my flaws, certain time of the month i'll have ulcer and then the next month i will have sore-throat and then i'll have headache for few days and i need Paracetamol and if i didnt get Paracetamol i'll loose my mood coz i felt like pulling out my head from my body. so, my lifetime partner need to have paracetamol with him in certain time of the month...  
ok im gone to torture myself  :S

Selamat Malam - Faizal Tahir

selamat malam sayang <3

a thousand time i love you.

it's this drama i've been watching . a malay drama. the real title is Seribu kali Cinta.
i rarely watch malay drama's but this one is just soo sweet :3

listen,
it's about this girl who has this disease. short term memory loss. she could barely remember things that happened the day before. the only thing she can remember is her mum and dad coz they had been taking care of her since she was a baby. 

And then this guy came. a town guy from Kuala Lumpur having a vacation at her place. he fell in Love for that girl altough in KL there's much more preety girls. but he just Love this girl. in his eyes, she was the prettiest. and then the guy learn about the fact that she had the disease. they become friends and evryday the guy will explain and tell the girl what have they done the day before. first few days the girl didnt believe him, and then her mum will convince the girl. and it goes on evryday like that. until one day the guy tell the girl he Loves her deeply. 

and the girl was so happy. no guy had ever said such things to her because they don't have the patience, because evryday she will forget. from that day onwards the guy will take pictures with her. like a lot and keep it in his phone and laptops . so that he can show it the girl the next day when she forgets. and Evryday he will tell the girl He Loves her deeply and showed her the pictures he kept. and the girl would be the so happy beacause he was her first Love and she Loves him deeply too. 

One day he propose the girl and she accepts it and a month later they got married. and one day she woke up in the morning screaming coz she's shocked there's a guy on her bed sleeping. she shouted for her mum and the guy would show their wedding photos and videos and tell her how much he loved her. it would take years for that girl to really remember him like how she remembered her parents, but till then, the guy will always tell her how much he loved her

And the girl always stays up night late knowing she would forget him the next day. So before she sleeps she would stare at the guy's face trying to remember and stay with him until he fell asleep and when she fell asleep and she woke up the next day the guy will be there telling her about their wedding, showing her photos and most importantly tell her how much he loved her. and now, the girl believes his stories much more easier than before.. there's hope that one day her disease will be cured. :) 

***

heee i can't wait for the next episode :D
it's all about being faithful. but too bad live ain't a fairy tale. life ain't like movies.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

result of boredoom, ink, and a webcam :)



i love the painting on my hand. it's so awesome
or at least i think its awesome :D

Friday, December 17, 2010

My Methaphore deserve an award.

I am like a star.

Star shines for all of you. 

BUT...

U guys didnt take it as a big deal because u know,,,

altough i stopped shining for a while,

i will be back.

what if one day i stop shining?

would anyone ever notice?


coz i dont think they notice me shining trough out evrything now.

coz they had bigger better people that day Love to be with than me.

like sun. bigger and better than a star.

but.. i am a star.

but if u notice i have never stop shining 

like a diamond in the sky

coz i am precious like a diamond. u might not know.

and if u treat me like a door mat

i might stop shining for you forever. 

because im rear

Im diamond.

Stars is the diamond in the sky.




and i hate it to not shine.

Yours to choose
dont say i've never warn ya.



Sunday, December 12, 2010

just letting out something i've been wanting to say.

type A: confused of their own identity
: it's like she felt that she needs to change stuffs because other;s change. and then she want's to be angry at people but she doesnt know how. like OMG u realize it or not, ur looking silly. im so sorry. I dont hate you but ur confused. maybe u need a lil help or what on the indedtity. just dont care about people. U like what U like and not like what others like.

type B: people who's constantly mad at other people in some super duper open space like, Facebook. cursing and ranting on to some people. seriously dude? it came out in my news feed and the series of fights that u told on ur status is like PUBLIC. it;s like u're always angry to the world? WHAT UP?

type C: the snobbish ungrateful people. example: "oh i hate ipoh. i hate it there's no shopping mall. ipoh is a ghost town. Kl is way better. Singapore is wayy better" HELLO?! u hate ipoh? Guess what? You are in Ipoh. still breathing alive. DO you know that there are more unfortunate people that suffers even more in those villages? they had to travel by boats to school. U hate ipoh? u wanna get out of Ipoh?? by what? BY TYPING IT TO YOUR FACEBOOK STATUS? PFT.

typeD: lonely people  D:

 like me....yes, im lonely once at home. i really do. i have no sisters no brothers, father  unlikely to meet evryday. and friends that IDK.... haih..... BUT no matter how boring u are that does not gives u the right to make other's boreed example: 'UGH >< Im so bored ' 'soooo boring' i think i've posted in my fb once as my status and regret it to death. trust me the only response u gon get is either 'too bad' or 'me too' ..Than doing that better look online for quotes or songs that u can relate to the moment and post it than some iritating status :)

Anaface - Facial Beauty Analysis - Score Your Face

Anaface - Facial Beauty Analysis - Score Your Face check it out. u insert ur photo (ur hair must not close ur ears) and they will tell ur face symetry, ideal stuffs and ur facial beauty points. i get 7.6 over 10.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN

go watch it if u've never watch it. all 3 of em. was fantanstic. it's not an epic fighting battle movie it's a tickling funny, silly pirates XD,action packed, mind changeling movie. U WILL NEVER REGRET it i tell you. and why i ask u to see it? *MUAHAHHAHAHA 


there will be the FOURTH MOVIE in 2011
of course they didnt say they're gon show it in Malaysia but i put my hopes high!














ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


I MUST SEE IT.


no matter what. 


coz if didnt get the chnace to see it.




















































































































I"LL CRUSH A HOLE IN MY HEART.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

kula-lala Lumpur

Oh people ;) sorry for not blogging. i was in kl im kinda busy. but it's not THAT fun... coz i havent go to the malls YET. as for now i've gone to:
  • ikea
  • icity the city of digital lights
  • sightseeing
  • Alamanda
  • swimming (LOL)
  • Hotel for a wedding.
so yeah that's all i have for now. i'll be staying here for few days.

till then, XoXo <3

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

35 facts about me :) *TeeHee

since i dont know what to blog about, i'll talk about myself. plus, u ca get to know me better ^.~

  • i don't drink white milk. i only drink chocolate flavoured milk..
  • i never drink alcohol and don't want to
  • I LOVE Cats and Dogs but i can't rear dogs. and I love Tiger and Lions and panda and koala, and wolves and fox and hamsters and OKay to cut it short i love animal. EXCEPT insects!
  • Cockroach is my biggest fear. im phobia of grasshoppers if u watch the movie *i forget the whole title* locust bla bla bla it's a bout a hundred millions of grasshopers attacking America and heading towards Asis. and if u know Grasshopers eat 2 times of their body weight a day and those grasshopers eat meat because the grasshopers is the result of an experiment to mix the gene of locust and grasshopers. then the grasshopers became CANNIBAL! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!! go check it out on utube. ATTACK OF THE LOCUST
  • I Love neon's :)
  • Music is my passion :)
  • when im angry at someone, i will Never tell why im angry at em. they will have to find their own reason why. if they say they didn't know it will make me more angry. but, if time goes by and i cool down, i'll tell :)
  • when i talk to someone i like, i Wont dare to look in their eyes . idk why? Coz maybe i feel like the eyes is the window of a woman's soul. HAHAH *im very deep XD
  • im a deep person. hahah. told ya. i look for explanation in most things but not the existance of God. i just believe in God. 
  • I gain 68.9 % of my knowledge by ENTERTAIMENT ^.~
  • U don't have to worry about me coz im very straight forward :) CJ said it to me tons of time XD
  • when im with decent people, bad words just won't came out of my throat . idk why XD
  • i like sports but don't have the chance and time for it.
  • i love Fashion :D
  • my MOST favourite female artist gotta be *TA-TARA-TA-TARA!*  BEYONCE! OMG i love her *.* she's hot as hell. kind as an angel and awesome as AWESOME? and there's more but she's the MOST!
  • my most fav male singer? Bruno Mars  and... uhm A lot :P<3
  • my fav band? Linkin Park. they rock my ass of  \m/
  • my fav athelete gotta be LEE CHONG WEI. ah he's Malaysian's Hero! i just wanna hug him! my dream is too wtach his matches *dreaming*
  • MOST fav comedy series: how i met ur mother(NPH is sooo cute) and The Nanny 
  • MOST fav drama: GOSSIP GIRL!! and, 90210,
  • how i see myself in 20 years? i have 3 kids a big house a loving husband and a solid career with a walk-in closet. MUAHHAA. dont forget the closet EVER.
  • i am rebellious that's why smart people and super naive people dont like me :)
  • i am spontaneous
  • i love the be the one that stand's out from the rest ( i know sounds foolish but im me)
  • i like to be in control. sounds selfish? well that's the only way for me to not be selfish coz when i lead i have to think of evry single members that im leading. U see im not an angel. i'll do anything to win :)
  • i Hate being controlled XD. so yeah again, im not angel and oh-so-innocent girl. i like to rule. it's me :)
  • I like something that i can do in My way, not following the format or rules. if u wanna see me do it, let it be my way. that's why i cant be a good librarian. i hate it.
  • when it comes to Love, i prefer co-incidence type not the type of love that u planned, u noe the type that ur friends look for u, and give ur number and chat on the phone for monthsand meet~  i prefer u noe, the type that u meet and u just fall in Love, then from there, u exchange numbers, friends>couple :) aww~ XD
  • i am hard to get? understand? means im the type that is u wont get to be with me by ur first line... :)
  • I AM VERY VERY VERY GOOD, EXCELLENT when it comes to hiding my feelings. it is like my Nature to hide my angryness, my sorrow-ness, my Like-ness, my hatred XD its an advantage and disadvantage too. it makes me hard to show my real feelings.
  • i have huge EGO. so if u are an ego person, then our relationship won't work out :P
  • i forgive people too easily. idk why. when i see people fight i was like WTH its such a small thing -.-V just forgive her would ya? Evryone deserve a second chance but if its me evryone deserve the 50th chance -.-  it's a disadvantage for me coz people just keep hurting me and i kept forgiving em.
  • I always makes good decision coz i think for every reason to do my next move and there's always and explanation why i choose it. and my reasons are always convincing  :D
  • i can't bear to see cruelty. it would stick in my head. I WILL NEVER PRESS THE PLAY BUTTON IF THE VIDEO IS ABOUT ANIMAL CRUELTY or anything CRUEL. NEVER. so, people if u ever done animal cruelty or towards human, please come up to ur senses. it's painful to even watch. *except cockroaches. KILL EM ALL! and locust*
  • when i love somebody i can be very motherly and gives advices and be there for em and make em happy :) but if i hate somebody :P *better not be u* evrything u do will be WRONG :P

>so people u have seen my Good side, bad side, known my fear. deal with me. HAHAHA :) Im Intan lah :P ahaha... :) enough of my talking alr? *teehee :)