haih~

today and yesterday 

i have been full of hatred

idk

ppl turn me this way

i am not myself now

IM LOST

i beh song this girl, that girl, those girls
im full of hatred :(
idk.........

and yeah she beh song me...

i cant do a thing

idk, maybe

i started to hate her

and for hating u i blame myself

seeing u but not talking to u, 

it hurt, deeply .

ihateu!

and u,
idk, i hate u too'
u probably think im a nuisance

and u

u seems not to care

to make it worst my non bestfriend

care even more :/

now i really dont know who is my bestfriend
coz if i say u r my besty, then u say im not urs..
so i'll just wait and see :S IDK~

weng says im so moody

idk, thsese week sux..

i love the smell of the rain,

but i have runny nose 

i taught going out just sniff the breeze would calm my sorrows 

and cool me down

but it get worst 

coz i actually cant smell a thing 

so i just watch the sky with empty soul 

seriously I DONT KNOW

count how many idk u find in my post now.

IM SINGING WITH TEARS IN MY EYES