TERKEJUT BERUK

hehehe that title means shocked like QWWERT!@$#$
hahahhaahha :P
they blog about us debaters :')
ehh im just a form 2. i malu lagi :P
gahhahahahahahahha...... eeeeekkkkk

i've never been in MGS blog b4 coz im not famous like u. but then today i went there and i was like :O :O :O :O
call me a JAKUN GIRL, yadayada at least i did something good. but u guys are nice ppl *my blog readers* so i guess u guys wont call me jakun rite?

but if u guys still wanna bitch about this then here's my advice,

LOOK AT ME>>>>

DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE?DO I LOOK UNHAPPY?

answer: 

NOPE :)

can or cannot???

ok. 5 can and 5 cant (cannot)

5 things i can do and 5 things i cant 

gosh i love writing bout me :P

-cannot-

1. i cannot, see animal cruelty or abuse videos. i've never seen an animal abuse video completely in my life b4. I cant imagine it happen infront of me. i'll seriously beta the crap out of anyone that does it. they are helpless lil animal. what if i abuse ur mum u inhuman human! 
2. i cannot eat pork :P
3. i cannot say that i hate food :S coz food are awesome but i try my best to avoid em :(
4. i cannot do eye contact with people i like :S 
5. i cannot express my feelings, but im trying to do so nowdays :P

-can-

1. i can talk about ANYTHING.
2. i can put my feelings into words :D
3. i can be very emotional on certain stuffs :P
4. i can like someone so badly today and hate them endlessly tomorrow. *watch-out* :P
5. i can be very insecure when im left all alone.

*end*

its not ok

you can never loose.
u can never understand me.
day by day and we are distancing even more.
UGH. im so pissed at u.
dont u want me to be happy?
and how am i suppose to read ur mind.
EFFFFFFFFFF

*insert a smile here*

well, well, we won the 2nd place........
hurm, there are some pros and cons oever there,
but overall, i think its a good start for many more years of winning :D

and so here i am today after getting permissions to skip class for 4 days.
homeworks will soon be done in my sleep.
mum is talking shit.

can i not go school tomorrow?

pleaseeeeeeee???

and i dont understand u mam,

 me? that? PFTTTT 

*_____*

why is she even questioning this?

if u ppl can keep on talking about ur dad when i dont have a proper ones 

why not i talk about things i like?

is it that not im not allowed to talk about something that i actually have?

u ppl talk about ur phones, lappy, albums, tics to concerts, ur happy family

and i cant talk about something that im passionate of?
and if she can update status fancy-ing a guy she barely knows aka celebs 24/7,,
why cant i fancy a guy that i know?

gosh! evrything i do is wrong!

is it that i must ask for the rules to update my stats from u now?

plus its not that i stated things like names and our relationship status there.
or even a hint of him.
U DONT KNOW!U DONT KNOW!

i was either based on lyrics, poetry or quotes that I FOUND and i post it
coz it suits my mood.
blame me for being a girl with feelings and hormones please??
if it annoys u so much, u can always hide my status's
or u can just ignore it!

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p/s (still doing it)-i hope what she says about that is true. because if its true then i am the happiest girl in the world♥ 

bye♥

UGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

look. 

look at the pic,  how many tabs are up there

and how many windows are open?

if one tab the essay is THAT long,

10 fking tabs? 

sooooo tired.

well hoping that my 3 main speakers will perform like they perform 

during practice! HAHAHAHA!

i mean like during our practice, they r unstoppable.

but they are freaking out like i am too. D: 

bye world.*not literally*  

so glad imma miss maths lessons for the whole week :D

GAWD MY EYES ARE HEAVY!

bye gotta continue reading :(

telling u telling them my life story of the day :)

hye. im sleepy now. but i cant sleep
im doing research for debate. its this thursday :X
even im not gonna be speaking im nervous   XD
im not a speaker. im an assistant. LOTSA READING NEEDED :S

lotsa writing,

lotsa rejecting,

lotsa ink 

lotsa papers thrown

lotsa complication

lotsa unanswered questions

lotsa rules

lotsa mind torturing.

and lots more.

HOW DO YOU DEBATE A WELL BALANCED TOPIC?

ugh about euthanasia

yeap. i felt like a doctor.

no, seriously. like a doctor in a meeting. 

using proper grammar, proper manner, real facts, no sarcasm, straight face. 

wow huh?

and and 

the Military and economic based country topics are squeezing my brain

like OMG. lacking of ideas.

The Agricultural and industrialization is puzzling as well 

BRRrrr i hope siti, yikchi and karysma will do their best.

goodluck and donttakemyeffortsforgranted :P

hope they win. i mean WE win :D

hey, when u people win, include me name in thankyou speech!

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UGH EFF. i got a B for maths

evryone gets A :(

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FATIN! HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

macam mana la kamu ni? pelik betul la.

***

aih brain tired alr. bye ^.~

P to the E to the N to the A to the N to the G

PENANG.
it was nice but then kinda a bummer when my mum lost her purse,and her phones. which she dunno drop where already. however, her IC is safe coz ic's credit cards, work passes are in her another purse. still, we continue our trip :)
 so, here's some pics of me cam-whoring with my fedora hat that i bought there :D

love the hat love the shades.

i mean like hats and shades are reasonable to be worn here

coz its sunny.

but then, at the ebachside its sunny AND windy at the same time.

i kinda like the idea of sunny but windy :)

NOW,

HERE ARE A FEW OF RANDOM PICTURES FROM PENANG 

teehe , bye :)