SPY MYEONGWOL PIC MARATHON

BAHAHAHHAH bear it people * imean my obsession*. ure gon love this anyway.

GET READY TO BE WOW-ed 

by the yeng-ness of Kang Woo and the Sweetest Love between him and Myeongwol :D

HEH. I better stop b4 i ran out of gifs :D BYE IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT EPI :D

latest Krush *SCREAMS*

get it K-rush? Korean crush?

NVM -.-

I AM SOASDFGH CRAZY OVER THIS HIM! and his DRAMA

watch it people Spy myeongwol :O its superrrrrrrrr duperrrrrrr naish 

but today the epi is so sweet AT 1st but end up tragically :'(

He fired Meyeongol.

so this story is about that girl myeongwol (thats not how u spelled it but fuck the system) she's a spy so she has to complete her mission and  (to cut the story short) somehow( i missed 2 episodes so yeah im lost there but it wont happen again :D ) ended up having to spy kang Woo (Eric mun) who happens to be South Korea Biggest star ATM, so she have to get his updates on what he's doing and then, one day ended up saving kang Woo's life coz there's sorta like an explosion at his studio or sumtin and she was caught on tape , so to prevent her identity from revealed she lied and say that she was stalking on Kang woo coz she's his biggest fan when she actually hates those type of celebrity. so yeah Kang Woo was sorta liek impressed but he is like the most arrogant person EVER> (come to think maybe more egoistic than Jun Pyo from BOF) but then , during spying him myeongwol saved him from danger AGAIN *heee* and *cutting the story short* his P.A decided to hire Myeongwol as his Bodyguard and *cutting it short again* know many more stuffs happened until one day myeongwol receive a mission to get closer to Kang Woo to make Kang Woo fall in Love with her for and so she agrees to become her Bodyguard and MANYMORESTUFFS and Kang Woo found out that she's the one who have saved him at the ball so he fell in Love and MANYMORE u should go watch :D

I TELL YOU ERIC (in the drama he is Kang Woo) Is SOOOOOOOO HOT AGSYTWGSVNBKH :O

manliest K-man i've ever seen seriously ARGHHHHHHHH

he's so manly 

 I MEAN JUST LOOK HE's so SEXYY

and he can be cute in a manly way too :

my own worst enemy.

i am my own worst enemy. wow. never thought that i'd say that but here i am admitting.
I bash on myself when others dont
and i tell myself im never good enough and ask myself to give-up.
urgh this aint cool.

today i asked her, How come some people, they dont look great, they dont wear nice close but they are so confident. they dont downgrade themselves, HOW DID THEY DO THAT??
she says,

'CONFIDENCE IS A STAIN U CANT WIPE OFF, BUT YOU WIPED OFF YOURS.'

i was speechless for a few seconds by then coz damn its so true. 

i guess i'll be like this forever i wil never feel preety.

Because i cant buy confidence.

I cant just wake up one day and just decide to feel confident of myself.

it needs to come naturally and in my case it seems so impossible.

Alhamdulillah

Thank God, things is clearer now. much more clearer.
but im still procrastinating . Ya ALLAH HELP ME
MUM APPROVED ME TO GO OUT WITH SARAH mysugarmysistahmybubu and FARAH mylillameasshunny :3
idk im split between 2.
i wanna wear my Kim Kardashian outfit *i know it sounds lame but what the hell?* but i am a human with elephant legs :O
plus idk if that suits my converse. wanna see? wait.

ok lazy to rotate or edit this super fugly picture

my camera was on its worst settings that time :p

ok the big question:

DID IT SUIT MY CONVERSE????

hehehehehehehehehehheheheheh CONVERSE :3

aigggggggggggggggggggggggguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :3 

*habis hati le tu*

if it does not i'll wear on my fake leather jacket with my newly bought quarter jeans :)

This year is gon be History, not going back hometown :(

reason? 2 of my uant is going to raya in Ipoh following their husband.. so since my mum have a new husband :p she says we'll make a diffrence we will raya among us *me,mum,new dad* and then gather at aunts house for some delicious raya food and meet families, tapitapi x de lah suasana kampung tahun ni. X ADA LAH MERIAM BULUH KABOOM KABOOM YANG AKAN BUAT OPAH MELATAH LATAH :( and my grany still raya kat kampung with my another 2 aunts .. Hmmphhh... excited for this new changes but sad to leave the tradition :S

plus x dapat nk tengok my HOT cousin -.-

tpi boleh pegi jalan2 ke JAYJAY :p

*orang nak raya aku sebuk pasal jj ape nk jadi?*

tpi gembira jgk la sbb ade bnyk baju nk raye :p

anyway its neva too late

SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUAAAAAAA

*macam la ramai sangat yg visit belog ni T.T*

BYE READERS KU YANG CANTIK2 :D

*readers konon entoh entoh reader je HEHEHHEHE*

tolong saya esok ada mathematics ajaran TANGILE aku penat aku bosan aku kalau boleh tengok muke die je nak muntah

 -YA ALLAH APUNILAH DOSAKU DAIPADA MENGATA TANKAHWOOI tetapi dia memnag mencabar kesabranku -

hole

the music i blast in my head
the lyric i whispers
tell me about this hole in my heart
i dont think we can fix it anymore.

theres always a tinge of pain,
a piece of regret,
and some leftoever tears.

why?
is it coz i always keep and swallow feelings?
but i do smile.
i do laugh.
it werent fake smile or laughters its just that i have em all.
I smile
I laugh
Im hurt

Its never too late.

if ure a fan its never too late to get an album of ur fav singer/band as im talkin bout Linkin Park.
Well if u know me well wnough u will know on how i adore LP <3

The thing about Lp is no matter how rocking the songs goes there always a meaning or a sentence that u can connect and relate to or u actually understands or something that u wish would happen to you or u wish u had said. did u get it? NVM it takes a true fan to und :p

iridescent is my latest addiction
i can relate to it.
its like no matter how, theres always a hole in my heart and tinge of pain
and i know i have to let it go.
but its not easy.

Behind these eyes.

People like to push me. here and there.
Now, let me open up why im acting up all so cold,
its because, i feel like im not appreciated,
You dont care about me since she came.
Im sorta like abandoned.
Im hurt everytime but you dont know.
i cried behind my eyes you dont know.
I wanted to live normal like others so badly its hurting me.

I am Very hurt.
When u say that.
I know u loose faith on me.
i am a terrible person.
Im lazy and rude.
What good things i can possibly do?

Im like a beast.

But i hope you know how much this is pressing me,
but u wont,
coz u dont care.

But for all i know i only cry behind my eyes. 

how?

im lost, dont know what to do with you.
will we be like this forever. im tired.
I wanted to talk but my mouth is heavy pulled down by ego.
i guess this is how we end our story.
surprise. we didnt make it to the end.
such a waste huh? 
im stupid fr relying on you too much.
i guess time to let go.
but really, i tought we could be bestfriends.
bye.